Punishment & 9 questions
It seems i can't keep myself out of trouble. It is actually starting to frustrate me because to me it means i am not focused enough. When i get out of my submissive mode i loose my focus.....i think that has happened recently and i need to get back into balance. It pains me inside every time i do something that i know isn't acceptable. Sometimes i don't even know why i do things but others....like the alarm.....are things i know i could have prevented. If i was focused i would have been on time for lunch. If i wasn't off balance i wouldn't have trouble making sure my submissive tasks were complete. Why do i struggle so hard to find this balance?
Here is my punishment for being late yesterday. Not going to be fun but definitely a good reminder. i am sorry Cloud for being late to lunch. i know i didn't represent You well and i am SO sorry Cloud!!! i will use this time to reflect on my submission and refocus myself.
"First ling will insert the intruder. Then blog on the steps she needs to take to set her alarm when this is done she will email an apology to the Master she made wait cc to me of course. Is that it noooo then we will practice setting the alarm ling will set it for five minutes and wait till it rings then she will do it again and again until she grasps the idea that subs are not allowed to make Masters wait. ling will do this for half an hour. Then she can take out the intruder. AH but it is not over. ling will masturbate 5 times a day for five minutes each time for 5 days. When during the day is up to miss ling but of course she will have to use her alarm to make sure it is 5 minutes and NO orgasms."
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The next 9
You told me how this came to be but You didn't answer my question. "A cold uncaring individual someone without emotions" How does that make You feel....inside?
"You might well love something else as it fits your needs better." What happens to what You once loved?
Do You believe it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all? Where is Your romance?
"You might well love something else as it fits your needs better." Do You truly think love works that way? Is it really love if You can just turn it on and off?
This is cynicism, "why should I if you know the ending of a book and the story line why would you read it ." Do You think it keeps You from opening Yourself to love?
For fun...."If You could change that judgment what would it be too?" It is a hypothetical and for fun!!!!
How does love relate to Your BDSM world?
Until next time.......
Here is my punishment for being late yesterday. Not going to be fun but definitely a good reminder. i am sorry Cloud for being late to lunch. i know i didn't represent You well and i am SO sorry Cloud!!! i will use this time to reflect on my submission and refocus myself.
"First ling will insert the intruder. Then blog on the steps she needs to take to set her alarm when this is done she will email an apology to the Master she made wait cc to me of course. Is that it noooo then we will practice setting the alarm ling will set it for five minutes and wait till it rings then she will do it again and again until she grasps the idea that subs are not allowed to make Masters wait. ling will do this for half an hour. Then she can take out the intruder. AH but it is not over. ling will masturbate 5 times a day for five minutes each time for 5 days. When during the day is up to miss ling but of course she will have to use her alarm to make sure it is 5 minutes and NO orgasms."
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The next 9
You told me how this came to be but You didn't answer my question. "A cold uncaring individual someone without emotions" How does that make You feel....inside?
"You might well love something else as it fits your needs better." What happens to what You once loved?
Do You believe it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all? Where is Your romance?
"You might well love something else as it fits your needs better." Do You truly think love works that way? Is it really love if You can just turn it on and off?
This is cynicism, "why should I if you know the ending of a book and the story line why would you read it ." Do You think it keeps You from opening Yourself to love?
For fun...."If You could change that judgment what would it be too?" It is a hypothetical and for fun!!!!
How does love relate to Your BDSM world?
Until next time.......
posted by ling @ 8:12 AM
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